BLACK & BLUE HEART

I stare after you with tear-filled eyes
Why do you walk away?
Why do you suddenly hate me?
Please, for a moment, stay!

Listen to what I have to say to you
I'll explain how I feel
It took me months to figure it out
It's been so long that my mind has reeled

Just listen to what I have to say to you
I'll explain the good and the bad
One minute we're friends, the next: it ends
Why'd you destroy what we had?

Now I watch you walk along
With my heart filled with pain and despair
I don't understand why you act like this
Don't you see me standing there?

You roll your eyes when I walk in the room
You ignore everything I say
You hate the very existance of me
I miss the good old days

There were days that I'm sure you remember
Where we sat by eachother and laughed
The days where we were really good friends
But somewhere along the way it crashed

I wish we could go back to those older days
Where I didn't want to leave your side
But I know we can't, you've changed to much
Now there's rules I have to abide

No more smiling as we pass in the hall
No more joking on the bus
No more talking in between class
To put it simply: No more us

I love you, I hate you
My feelings are so confused
My head is spinning round and round
And my heart is black and blue

If you saw how much that I have cried
You would be shocked
I miss you so much, I hate you don't touch me
Around my heart I've built a block

Why'd you have to do this?
Why'd you have to change?
Why'd you have to hate me?
You're acting so strange.

All I want to do
Is crawl into a corner and hide
Hide from you and the pain of life
Until the day I die

I'll never be able to explain
Exactly how I feel
But now you know, part of the show
And my mind feels slightly cleared

I hope you're happy and have a good life
I hope that by now you understand
That the way I feel seems so real
And you're still my hearts demand



This 1 is called DEATH

I lay my head on the pillow
The one where you once slept
I gaze at all our pictures
The memories I kept

I cry myself to sleep
Every single night
I drink away my thoughts of you
My life has no more light

Even my close friends
Are sick of how I act
But I can't help it anymore
Now it's sanity I lack

I stumble through the days
Never doing much
And I'm missing the feel
Of your oh-so-gentle touch

I loved you more than anything
You were my whole life
And now you're gone forever
I am no more your wife

No longer do I wish to live
I only want to die
I need something to end the pain
So long I have cried

Here I write my last poem
For suicide is near
Soon, my love, we will join
Only then will I be cheered

Goodbye, World
Hello, My Love........


this iz called NATURE


Nature is so beautiful
It sparkles in the sun
It smells so damp and earthy
When a heavy rain is done

It has a creek, so watery
So shallow and so clear
But still it's great for bass and trout
Who happily live there

It inspires all the poets
And songwriters, too
It's where all the people walk
When they're feeling blue

Nature is so dazzaling
When it's light up and bright
But it can be kinda scary
When your out there in the night

Nature is a natural thing
So terrific to see
So wonderful and filled with life
To my heart it is the key